A gift and a curse

I wish it were possible for dope relationships to continue until you wanted them to stop.

I mean, I guess they can... But it's so hard; there are so many factors that can affect how close you stay to someone else. And by factors I mean forces. External forces that you can't really affect back.

No bueno.

I think it's kind of a curse to be as nostalgic and reminiscent as I usually am. I'm always looking back and feeling sad about the people I'm not longer close to. Or that I no longer see regularly. I know I should be looking back and enjoying the really great times, but the fact that I can't really relive them kind of sucks!

At some point it's going to be come hard to meet great people who you can talk to for hours a day. Dope people who make you a better person. Amazing people who warm your heart.

... But I guess that's a pessimistic attitude, right? Or maybe just a realistic one. I guess I'll find out in a few years.